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Songs for Friends and Enemies

by Dan Ball

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1.
Secret 03:32
I can only go from what I know to what I don't You won't understand No You can't command me though or protect me just relax and let me flow You've got to let me go gotta let me go Cause you know my secret and you can keep it and I think you will and if you don't I'll probly love you still because you're so brilliant cos you are so brilliant you know my secret I think you'll keep it you know my secret I think you'll keep it I confess that I feel this I feel we exist just to kiss Is this dangerous news? major issues? six seconds gone and I miss you gotta let you go gotta let you go Cause you know my secret and you can keep it and I think you will and if you don't I'll probly love you still because you're so brilliant cos you are so brilliant you know my secret I think you'll keep it you know my secret I think you'll keep it
2.
Bully Beef 03:11
Tag, You're it, No Tag-backs I think I'm having a heart attack Tag, You're it, No Tag-backs I think I'm having a heart attack Please don't speak turn the other cheek No I know I won't fight back I think you're on crack No I know I won't fight back I think you're on crack although you know please don't let it show no no no no now it's time for a sucker punch knuckle sandwiches for lunch now it's time for a sucker punch knuckle sandwiches for lunch unaware unprepared sitting there what's your beef with the bully chief? how can you bite? you've got no teeth. what's your beef with the bully chief? how can you bite? you've got no teeth. so innocent so ignorant no no no no no no no no hold me back laddie, hold me back. what's the story man? what's the craic? hold me back laddie, hold me back. what's the story man? what's the craic? Is this really real? Is this how I feel? Your daddy's bigger than my daddy but your daddy's not bigger than me Your daddy's bigger than my daddy but your daddy's not bigger than me please don't burn this bridge now you're on the edge no no no no no no no no
3.
Lonely at the club the DJ's stupid he doesn't know a thing about music every track that comes on I know I could do better At the back smokin I-don't-know-what too scared to dance I don't want to dance The girls look so good but I feel like shit I wish you would I wish you'd touch it she radiates a beautiful glow that ties my mind all up in black silk ribbons of guilty heat but please don't dance next to me I don't like other people don't dance with me don't dance with me I don't like other people I like to dance alone I like to dance alone I don't know what drugs you kids are on but I feel like where's the magic music gone? this music's hollow so much sound is thrown around when I'm walking down the road companies throw out sonic logos what was honest love exploding is now concealing and controlling Lonely at the club I think I'm in love I'm drinkin to get rid of all sensation the music's too loud to have a conversation I suppose we all need to get mindless and put shit behind us lets go wild for real wanna feel like a child reveal your soul it turns to dust though in the morning why must monday be so boring? If I'm so free then please tell me why am I why am I, so, so lonely at the club?
4.
Destroy this life that you've been living Destroy this life have you got the guts to? Destroy this life and make a new one I think you should be movin on I think it's time that you get gone you've been just holdin on, it's wrong you're singing the same old song Destroy this life that you've been living Destroy this life have you got the guts to? Destroy this life and make a new one I think you should be plantin seeds I think you've got some dreams to feed I think you've got to admit that you need you need you need something you are not getting Destroy this life that you've been living Destroy this life have you got the guts to? Destroy this life and make a new one I think you need to take a chance I think you need to wake and dance I think you need to pull off your pants and go into a trance
5.
you are a sensual creature it shows in the way you touch you were my sexual teacher and I love you very much i hope that you can find the flower in your dream that smells like me I slipped between your eyelids and planted my shallow roots you see   and even when I can't reach her you taught me not to push and how this ecstatic seizure can turn the mind to mush   I hope that you can find some freedom in your time upon this earth and that you do not waste it all bothering to regret your birth   you are a sensual creature I can feel it in your hands you know to catch and release her until she understands   I hope that you don't cast a shadow in my mind until I die These fears that come to me they travel through my head. I don't know why you are such a playful being Everything's part of a game This is something I want to sing and I don't care if it's lame   I hope that you can find some things to call your own and some to share I hope that you cand find a place to call your home that's everywhere   You're your sister's brother's keeper and you're doing all you can No need to fear the grim reaper now you know the ways of man   I hope that you can find the shoes with wings and everything you need the flaming sword, the talking-horse-friend-to-the-end, of course, of course You are a sensual creature when nobody's in your way And I would ask you to leave except I'll die if you don't stay I hope that you can find a place inside my life to suit your taste It will be hard to escape with my hands clasped tight around your waist you are a sensual creature it shows in the way you touch you were my sexual teacher and i love you very much
6.
When I'm on a roll you're close behind you can't let go of my good vibes you think I'm such a fascinating guy somewhere inside I feel it's a lie and that's when it all starts to unwind I lose control. I lose my mind. you run home lock doors and close the blinds I guess that's why good friends are hard to find They're hard to find because when you're up everybody wants in but when you're down it's like there's no greater sin when you're up everybody wants in but when you're down there is no greater sin when you laugh you'll never laugh alone just shed one tear and you're on your own the man who smiles smiles from a throne he reviles any weakness shown when I'm pumpin blood you can't deny your vampire clutch, your evil eye when your green eyed monster watch me fly don't forget the days I wanna die days when I wanna die wanna die when you're up everybody wants in but when you're down there is no greater sin I know you love me but you can't stand me when I'm down I know you love me but you can't stand me when I'm down when I'm down when you're up everybody wants in but when you're down there is no greater sin I know you love me but you can't stand me when I'm down I know you love me but you can't stand me when I'm down when I'm down when I'm down
7.
I'm gonna sing this in my own way Cos I don't want pale imitation You are an amazing fountain of creation Your truest voice bright like a horn when I was young I could have sworn I felt your presence stomp through me. I knew that you, only you, knew me. You were never trapped and pinned down, by crowds following you around you knew justice and variety and stayed blind enough to see Your truest voice bright like a horn when I was young I could have sworn I felt your presence stomp through me. I knew that you, only you, knew me. Adventurous, brave in your imagination passionate in your insane engagement like an author writing a book with the reader one page behind I hope we never catch up I hope you never die Your truest voice bright like a horn when I was young I could have sworn I felt your presence stomp through me. I knew that you, only you, knew me.
8.
The things we used to do before have become legends and folklore cause you don't really know me anymore You missed the game you don't know the score you don't know what this button's for Cause you don't really know me anymore Your famous eyes of blue could be scanning the skies in Timbuktu but the grapevine's dry I don't hear about you now anymore you could have dumped one girl and picked up another you could have found your long lost half brother but we don't really know each other anymore The data about you my brain had stored is draining out through a secret door cause I don't really know you anymore memories of olden times days of yore fading like black and white photographs in a drawer cause I don't really know you anymore I hope its not to late I don't want to start from a clean slate I need you to get up-to-date with the the story of me The special reasons we became friends may never come back again I am not asking you to pretend but without you I can't make sense I need you to hear about How this plot is turning out cause no one round me knows me to my core You were there for page seventeen so you know what page seventy means even if you missed a little in between When I talk to you the truth comes out I remember what I'm all about thinking how you used to hear me out I miss you so bad Everything is changing now and I just want to get back somehow to the only roots I ever managed to put down in the ground
9.
If youre ready for love then take off the kid gloves and start doing pushups on your knuckles you make me chuckle sometimes you think you can get away with it you make me laugh with your hare-brained schemes and your diamond dream giraffe yeah yeah yeah yeah If youre ready for love then take off the high heels and start doing laps of the train station you think this mental masturbation will somehow magically solve this situation don't make me wait for your hare-brained schemes and your diamond dream creation yeah yeah yeah yeah If youre ready for love then take out the earphones and start to realise that youre alone you make me think of a throne made of thorns you make me pink like a bone in the morning don't make me wink till it sinks in baby don't be thinkin maybe just say just say yeah yeah yeah yeah If youre ready for this then open your fist close your eyes and I'll give you a surprise you think they can hear your plaintive cries? out where the painted hills meet the desert sky I told you the truth and then I told you a lie yeah yeah yeah yeah If youre ready for life then the world is your wife and you can forget about the knife only the moon can burn away the mist only you know how it feels to exist have the tenacity to persist have the capacity to resist and let me know if I can assist you I'll do my best to yeah yeah yeah yeah
10.
When most boys want toys don't have to look far if it's not the football it's the guitar but that can't sum up all you've wanted so far what can we call what you are? twinkle twinkle little star For some folks it's all about the wife and some folks can live the unexamined life but everything that's put in front of you you take the knife of your mind to it and cut right through it I love to be and to be free but I'm not sure what to do with me For some folks it's all about the babies and some folks it's all about the maybes but that can't sum up how you've been feeling lately do you have something to say to me baby? For some folks it's all about the romance and some folks need to know everything in advance but everybody's got the same thing down their pants I know you can't sing so shut up and dance I love to be and to be free but I'm not sure what to do with me When most boys want toys don't have to look far if it's not the football it's the guitar but that can't sum up all you've wanted so far what can we call what you are? twinkle twinkle little star For some folks it's all about the wife and some folks can live the unexamined life but everything that's put in front of you you take the knife of your mind to it and cut right through it
11.
Surely none of this can be the murder mystery the minstrel that lost control what did your body tell you about your soul? The needle rising like a steeple I love the way you touch people I can't keep all the things you gave me You can't save me you couldn't even save yourself but I couldn't help wanting to know what lay behind Prisoner of pleasure was your neuron flash trash or treasure? in the final measure in the last test of your flesh the knife just inches in your chest the knife just inches in your chest I always hear it in blue the misty spirit of you in music that pulls me though like wet clothes through an old mangle by the time I heard your song you were already gone it seems so wrong but so long so long Prisoner of pleasure was your neuron flash trash or treasure? in the final measure in the last test of your flesh the knife just inches in your chest the knife just inches in your chest In a dream In a dream bent double and I don't know why you flourish a origami butterfly folded from a suicide note you never wrote it flutters off soft over the roads you traveled and all the frowns and scowls and bleak grimaces that over took the only face you had to carry you through this place You moved your fingers like a little bird You moved your fingers like a little bird Prisoner of pleasure was your neuron flash trash or treasure? in the final measure in the last test of your flesh the knife just inches in your chest the knife just inches in your chest
12.
13.
1999 03:02
istenin' to smashing pumpkins with my arms around you hey, you know what? i can do a mean kurt cobain too! i like the same music as you some people like to smile and play football i like to cry for a while i don't like sports at all i don't know why they force us all! but i loved you warts-an'-all when I had hair down to my ass in biology class I was a chloroplast you were the sun poetry that we were too young for we knew we were done for but I often wonder who wrote the last line in 1999? i believe in equality and i'm interested in you bodily i'm something of an oddity and i don't care what you thought of me and apart from autonomy i don't care what i grow up to be things were so simple in the days of pimples you liked my dimples i liked your nipples we used to laugh about farts now my heart is crippled Now I guess that's all in the past well, how long could it last sarcastic, iconoclastic obsession Remember flirting in art class? It hurt you moved on fast I heard lies when I asked who wrote the last line in 1999? listenin' to smashing pumpkins with my arms around you hey, you know what? i can do a mean kurt cobain too! i like the same music as you
14.
She used to hide the miraculous medal in a drawer every time she'd do something that Padre Pio shouldn't see she used to hide the miraculous medal in a drawer every time that I knocked on her door and she opened to me Supposedly young then, but I felt old she called me a loser with no goals so I spat in her face and I asked her out a heart made of waste meat basted in doubt thumped in my chest as I confessed and who woulda thunk it? who woulda guessed? who would've thought that girl said 'yes' Her skin is warm under her uniform we've already started friction burns from the carpet Here he comes like a dart to tear me apart He wastes no time and now I'm buried in the back garden buried in the back garden I am buried in the back garden of the last of the faithful Catholics of Killinarden She used to hide the miraculous medal in a drawer every time she inclined to meddle in something more than the catholic catechism had provided for the body and blood that she gave up down on the floor The Poor Servants of the Mother of God had they observed, may have felt it odd the way she smiled through her braces and our three legged races brought her to places I never should brought her to places that felt so good Her skin is warm under her uniform we've already started friction burns from the carpet Here he comes like a dart to tear me apart He wastes no time and now I'm buried in the back garden buried in the back garden I am buried in the back garden of the last of the faithful Catholics of Killinarden Now she hides the miraculous medal in a drawer she believes that she's done something the holy father'd rather ignore now she hides the miraculous medal in a dark corner pushing aside the net curtain, she's wide to the Garda Síochána
15.
Back when older meant stronger which it doesn't any longer I was afraid of you for you now I'm afraid of you for me Back when harder meant smarter guess I seemed like a non-starter you name it I was scared of it but now I couldn't give a shit Your belly's too big for your back I'm waiting for your spine to crack How could you burn and never learn? I always knew the worm would turn Back when boredom was danger I was a little stranger Now I have learned some of the rules and tried to turn them into tools.
16.
Assymetry 03:05
I are we really friends? or is this happening again? we're bluffing when we're suffering this fucking sin: asymmetry are we really friends? are you still stuck on him, like i'm stuck on you, and she's stuck on me and the chain of pain goes on endlessly... am I just too thin? not your idea of a man? it's like a voodoo doll of me full of pins made the mood you were in when you met me how to make amends? every message that you send sets me wondering again what are my chances out of ten? what's yet to be? CHORUS I wanted you for my lover but you saw me as a brother like an agent undercover listening how you loved another man II and now you want to try and even after all i've cried i feel something in me died when i looked in the mirror of you and could not see me i look up at the sky cookin' up blue and white i don't wanna fight i'm feelin' it's not right we met in the river we will never ever get to the sea you know it's not that i it's not that i don't wanna know i don't care if this "friendship" blows but you're just too slow i fell in love with you in seven seconds four years ago CHORUS I wanted you for my lover but you saw me as a brother like an agent undercover listening how you loved another man A-A-A-Assymetry when's the love I'm givin out gonna be given back to me? A-A-A-Assymetry when's the love I'm givin out gonna be given back to me? A-A-A-Assymetry when's the love I'm givin out gonna be given back to me? A-A-A-Assymetry when's the love I'm givin out gonna be given back to me?
17.
I hope you want me otherwise your eyes just haunt me there's plenty of fish in the sea but they all swim faster than me I give up but then I get hungry need something to fulfill me physically what are we doing to each other? what are we doing to each other? what are we doing to each other? what are we doing brother? I know you like me It happens quite often actually there's plenty of fish in the sea but I only fish mentally give away my body for free it's just a worm on the hook inside of me what are we doing to each other? what are we doing to each other? what are we doing to each other? what are we doing brother? I hope you like me It doesn't happen that often you see there's plenty of fish in the sea but none of them swim quite like me I'm the one who's amazing and free I'm looking for someone to get crazy with me what are we doing to each other? what are we doing brother? what are we doing to each other? what are we doing brother?

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I like to choose a month and try to squeeze an album out of it. This the one for July 2012. This was all done in a sort of refrigerated box surrounded by the sweltering, cicada-screamfest of Korean Summer. I'd occasionally nip out for an absurdly sweaty run in the mountains, then come down and try to cool off with some cold juicy cherries in front of the fan. There are some new songs here, and some that I have been working on for donkey's years.

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released July 30, 2012

Thanks to all the friends and enemies who inspired and encouraged this album and who make life interesting and brilliant, especially to Cat, Alan and Cian for their generous ears.

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